Thursday, September 16, 2004

Tilam aku bau sak...

Dah lama aku tak blog kat sini... Halo old skool people...

Niwae hidup aku skarang miserable nak mampus. Asyik keje, keje, mak mintak duit, bill melambung, lagu makin sedih, etc... For u people's info, aku exempted from NS, and its hard to look for a full time job now. Asal ah aku ade tumor bodoh ni? Aku nak jadi flight steward, confirm tak dapat punye, ngan badan aku yang kudud ngan pantat flat ni lagi. Best sey Liza dapat travel. Aku pun nak travel, gi jauh jauh, jumpe different people, live in different weather, etc... Eh brape banyak etc dah...

Aku rase skarang kan, aku ngah state of depression. Aku nangis, makan, tido, malam hoping to die in sleep, the next morning aku wake up gi keje. Keje dah merepek kat Al-Majlis. Fahmy jangan masuk sua. Ramai orang nak quit. Macam sial betul hidup.

Nak jumpa Sab pun susah, dia skarang ade banyak project. Almost everyday aku gaduh ngan dia. Takde orang aku boleh manja manja ngan.

And budak budak underage still haunting me. Jeez!

Ali ngan Lan aje yang slalu jumpe aku, ketawa ketawa, lepas tu kita tido. Tido, main blakang, tido. Kita orang dah confirm gay partners.

Tina, i miss u too, infact more. Thanks for the testi kat Friendster tu. Its very sweet of u. Come to think bout it, last year, semasa aku tergiler-giler kan Yantee, aku bagi kau present kan kat Sunplaza? Hahaha.. Lincar sak dah one year. God! Its so bloody fast. Ala, baru nak 20? Orang dah 28 dah... Insyallah, tis Friday kalau tak ade ape ape spoiling, aku turun ok. WATEVER it is, i'll meet u on ur b'dae.

Shera, aku tau kau tak miss aku, tapi aku miss kau banyak banyak. Niwae i wanna say sorry for not turning up last Sun. I got confused, and took tis Sunday off. Aku mati mati ingatkan tis Sunday. Kalau kau tak pecaya aku, kau ambik lah adik aku Firdaus yang bau busuk kat dalam bilik ni. I'm really sorry. Aku tau kau confirm bingit. Tapi i got something to cheer u up. Zaheed arab kirim salam Mama Bear, tats u. Tat day aku gi Johor ngan dia and Ali. Zaheed might hook up wif me again, plus Ali, and perform at the end of the year. So u noe wat to expect rite? Stand by... Once again sorry eh... Sorry cium lutut nye... Lagu blog kau sedap... Ur welcome...

Bapak aku next year baru balik. Bingit. Aku nak duduk ngan si tua gatal tu. This year Hari Raya aku rasa, will be the same like every fuckin year. Aku seriously malas nak beraya. Padahal puasa pun belum lagi. Jeez!

The turth is people, I'm not missing in action. I jus sometimes wanna be alone and sad. It helps me. Pasal aku tak nak jumpa korang wif a sad look on the face. Nanti emo jap. Lagipun, kalau aku sedih confirm korang feel wierd and then, nanti korang tertanya tanya, and then, aku malas nak jawab, and then, korang dah macam lain sikit, and then, aku balik, and then, Fahmy pekik, "Fazli bunga ah!", and then, Liza cakap "Tak baik tau Fahmy, dia kan terkencit", etc... U noe wat i mean? I hope so...

Aku nak masuk hospital lagi ah, jumpa nurse. Makan pun free. Masuk glucose, badan pun nanti tough. Nanti kalau aku masuk, korang bawak lah oleh-oleh lebih sikit. Bawak lap-top ke, iPod ke, Xbox ke, $500 ke, etc... Jangan buah buahan aje. whahaha! Aku lah kawan paling tak guna dalam ni dunia.

Zouk ade men's night? Gay night pun jadi ah! Ade? ade?

K, salam lebaran semua... Peace!

ps; Tilam aku bau...

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