Dead......

Problems.....problems.......problems, every damn day shit happens....guys juz wanna let my cry of emptiness out....! i'm like a walking dead,werking every fucking day, hang out wif diff. batches of frens each day, its like once u hav a bike,ppl expect u 2 b there. Its so frustrating......half of the time i didn't realise wat the hell am i doing, coz like im so tired from werk.....sleep? hahaha...tats like sumting so hard 2 do......but then boredom bleeds out of me! sumtimes i juz dun understand myself.....unlike most, mainly u only got like BGR 2 worry of...ya...ya...ya...same shit different day! Sumtimes i juz dunno wats the purpose of me in life......
relationship- ain't thinking of it
fucking - getting bored of it
slacking - malas boleh?
werking - juz 2 pass my time n survive my bike
life - its getting meaningless day by day
family - breaking down in communication
financial - its never enuff 4 now
I've lost all directions in life....i hav no dreams, no goals, no ambition. i'm getting lamer n boring......Nothing amuses n excites me now! I'm a big liar, pretending n putting faces as if nothings wrong, juz so not 2 spoil the moods of others.........i'm not asking anything frm u guys, nor i need the attention, but tis has been burning in me 4 so long, i juz hav 2 let it out.......
All i hope frm u guys is to "halalkan makan minum aku selama ini dan ampunkan lah segala dosa yg telah aku tersilap atas krng" tats all i ask 4........frens 4eva!
Aunt Agony pls help me........!