AKU SEDIH(Step emo la)

Listening to all the problems my frens havg,its very sad 2 noe n i cant help. Like tina n marie,dorang 2 sakit adik...haha main2 ar...i pity both of em cuz of their love life.I wish i cld really help n understand but since marie said i will nvr thn tats even more sad but wat 2 do...i pray tat they end up in a safe & happy path. As for my dear fren fahmy get well soon..tears were in my eyes but i controlled seeing u in tat undesirable manner.I pray tat u hav a safe operatn n u can ride wif me again...and as for farhan n rizal,u both hav been waitg for too long & i hope u both will move on,its very hard i noe but wif strong will,u can overcome it.As for fazli i dunno wats happeng 2 u but i hope u're healthy by now.As for cher,havent heard frum u long but i noe ur happy wif mens..stay the way u are..n i noe u have financial probs..if u nd help im ere (step kaya lak si dekni) ok ok im serious ere.As for me..to tell u guys the truth is i still tink bt him sometimes..cuz ive been havg weird drms bt him lately.Ya i do miss him (sape tak miss ex kan) i hope hes doing fine but i noe hes not cuz hes on anti-depressant pills bcuz of me i tink..k la partly...i feel bad but ive moved on n i found somebody whu loves me more n is more responsible.I do cry wen i tink bt the swt memories but im happier rite now.Theres an urge to call n jus chk out hows life but its very unadvisable.Jus wanna tell u guys to appreciate life cuz its very very short.....u may tink im happy..I AM VERY HAPPY but wen u tink bt the black days,it jus brings u dwn sometimes....cuz the past jus SUCK...jus want u all 2 noe tat i love my jamal a lot alot...hehe

amcm...very emotional rite...dunno y but juz feel like it...