bdae

wen i turned 18, i forgot wat i did.

ok now i remebered.coz i keep reading blogs on girls turning 18.

i had a cable car experience tanks to someone.and a nice red flowery swatch watch.which i reallly love.its in my memory clinique box now:)

wen i turned 19, it sucks.firstly i argued with someone.but my frens made it all worthwhile.thou.with nasi goreng.at stadium.and icecream.and a really nice someone bought me a tinbox of "i forgot the name" chocolates.and the sunplaza gang bought me kitkats, chips, lalala, cake?, keychain..

yesh i stil have each happy birthday sign:)

wen i turned 20, all, and i really mean all, be it the tamp or np gang, they went down clubbing with me.sori.it was really a letdown.the club.ahakz.shuld have stick to my original plan.anyway.i thank all each one of u who make free tt day to spend my bdae with me:)

it was really really amazing to have all those i love to spend my bdae with.
it was kewl.with rizal blasting 50cent in the club, at 12am.

and wen i turn 21, i really hope to spend time with u guys.be it at spore or kl or bali or werever.i know i can count on u guys to spend each birthday with me.u see.guys come and go.but frens.they stay put.its only once in a lifetime i turn 21.so hell, im doing smthg!!

and an.i noe.the feeling.i once rembered my arwah grandad, sending me to skool, and i was really excited showing him every single thing, the bookshop the pond the dentist, haha, the canteen.and he gave me some $$ so i buy some eraser or someting.u see.my grandad is reali a strict person, i was really scared of him.tt is by far, the most fondest memory i had of him.anyway he went to mecca for haj, w/o my grandma.and he died there too.i was in pri 5.my mum got the phonecall.and she really broke down.and me.i dunoe.i feel sad for my mum.she has lost someone she call her friend, her father.and the ting is my grandad was buried there.i tink tt make the whole ting sad, is tt we never get the last chance to see his body.my grandma, always see him ard.he never speaks thou jus stay there lking.scary huh.but then.i like to tink he is ard.to see how big we have grown up.but if he is stil alive, i tink tings wuld have been different thou..basically.i grew up with only 1 set of granparents, my mum.my dad side died a long time ago..so now i only had my nenek.she is geting old and keep geting sick also.but i noe she's strong and insyaallah live to see all her cucu-ciciks get married..
i love u all.bye!