How u guys been...

hey guys.. how hv u guys been? I hope everything is all well and smooth.. I'm really sorry i hv nt been playing my part as a good fren. I might be busy with work in the morning but at night i'm usually free but my time has been occupied.

That is my major problem guys. I noe some of you were like surprised when u saw me and her. I'm now really confused. When i'm single, i keep on asking myself who will be the one. And when I found the one, i ask myself is she the one. Seriously speaking, i'm nt enjoying my life like i do. Nt like when I'm with chibu. The feeling is diff. I noe not everything is the same but this relationship is just so hard to maintain. We have been arguing very often dat I have lost my patience. Maybe what marie said is true. She might be jus trying so hard to let me give up on her.

I've tried giving up on her before, bt in the end i called her up and apologize. Its like, I am not what I am before. Its like, losing your ego makes me feel like i'm a wussy rather than a gentlemen. And she keeps on saying dat she had enough of my nonsense. " I dah mangkuk ngan perangai you.. " as quoted... I dunno lah guys. I feel sad dat my life is actually very complicated. But i guess, me and her are nt meant for each other. Our personality doesnt match.

I jus hope you guys will understand what i'm going thru over here. Missing you guys... Missed those days at the sunplaza park.. wish we could relight the moment again.. bt i guess not coz everryone's been busy with their own life.. well guys, up till here for now.. will post in soon.. and one more thing, I don't miss you and you alone; I miss you and us together.... Love you guys...