.i saw sparks.

i always listen to my ipod at volumes only my grandnana would find audible..
It helps me block the stupid train of thought
so much so that i have problems holding a proper conversation without the
Huh? Sorry? Could you please repeat? i beg you pardon?
sometimes i would just stare and acknowledge without even comprehending the conversation.


i'm also beginning to worry...alot....at almost everything..
so much that i have problems sleeping recently.
i tried counting sheep...i lost track at 3
coz i'd worry abt not stopping...and then the sun would rise...
and when i can’t sleep, i read the dictionary.

too many what ifs and what might have been…
.stupidfellow.
.maybe we are both not ready.


i've lost my only confidant. neighbors' moving


.go listen to mogwai – I know you are but what am I?.
highly recommended. mellow drama, i tell you


"I think most people are not used to having no lyrics to focus on. Lyrics are a real comfort to some people. I guess they like to sing along and when they can't do that with us they can get a bit upset." ...mogwai