lalalala marriage song
mmm banyak betul entriesssss since i been gone for dhaka...
and yesh. sometimes i tink we all shuld give liza more credit than she deserves coz she does talk awhole lot of sense but no one listen hehe. love u babe.
theres so many tings going on in my life right now. im going to be 23 nxt month, how time flies. about the marriage engagemnt tingy, im so not worried. i noe im going to find someone somehow someway, so i dont bother with having someone for now. im scared actually. i admit this to sher only. i havnt been having a relationship for sometimes, and frankly speaking im out of tune, and i havnt find anyone to believe in yet. be it here or sg. to me regardless they be arabs malays watver, it all depend on individuals. even if the "bf" i talk about in my diary, its like onoff ting coz im so lazy to pursue anything with anyone who i cant even have a decent lust for. im only with him coz hes nice to me. and i dun jus want another fuck, i have enuf fucks in my life, fami asked me to try bondages, but i tink i came to a point wer i rather have making love.
some of the guys here tink im lesbian coz apparently im always with my girlfrens or alone. krng percaya la. aku single kena lesbian.
actually i like being in doha. its away from all the marriages engagmnt in sg. so its easier on me. i noe sher tension, mak nyer try to jodoh dier with everyone. we all are stil young, rushing into tings without proper planning pun maner bole kan, skrng smua perlu $$ for ruma la, for kreta la, duit api lain, duit anak lain. so many tings, god so confusing. sometimes i tink the reason why i want to get married everytime i hear other getting married, is coz of frankly, the wedding i get to plan and see it in action and the honeymoon and the wedding pictures. sungguh thats the only reason. i dont see beyond the honeymoon period.
lv said to me i tink im stil young, fly2, cukup time da 30 masih single and fly2. frankly speaking. i dont care. so what. wats the worst that can happen? hi, im tina, im 30 and i dun regret i enjoy my life being single? hi, im tina, im 30 and i rather have a career than have a family.? and speaking of family, eversince i started flying, im begining to not have any compassion for children. i swear. so wat they are cute.? they make so much noise. 7hrs 35000feet in a tube. it wil drive u crazy. can these parents give them sleeping pills or alcohol to make them stay asleep in their own seat?
anyway. everyone wants to get married. i said to my mum i dont intend. for now. she noes im too independent too strong headed, she want to jodoh me with ustaz, krng percaya la nie. that wil be the day...saper tau jodoh aku la kan..muahahahhahaha.
and wen i finish my contract here, i dont noe if i ever go back or stay, i stil have no idea. wen the day, or when i come to the bridge, which i wil need to cross it then i wil tink about it. being in doha is pretty ok, im getting used to it somuch, i noe the people here, the work is fine, i love my job, only for certain sextors haha, and i jus like being the fact out of singapore i dun have to be stress and tink on tings..
sudahlah mari kita bergembira, hidup cuma skali saja. if it happens it happens, if it dont, make lemonade out of it. yang penting, love urself, know what you want in life, and frens last til the end..love u guys.
and yesh. sometimes i tink we all shuld give liza more credit than she deserves coz she does talk awhole lot of sense but no one listen hehe. love u babe.
theres so many tings going on in my life right now. im going to be 23 nxt month, how time flies. about the marriage engagemnt tingy, im so not worried. i noe im going to find someone somehow someway, so i dont bother with having someone for now. im scared actually. i admit this to sher only. i havnt been having a relationship for sometimes, and frankly speaking im out of tune, and i havnt find anyone to believe in yet. be it here or sg. to me regardless they be arabs malays watver, it all depend on individuals. even if the "bf" i talk about in my diary, its like onoff ting coz im so lazy to pursue anything with anyone who i cant even have a decent lust for. im only with him coz hes nice to me. and i dun jus want another fuck, i have enuf fucks in my life, fami asked me to try bondages, but i tink i came to a point wer i rather have making love.
some of the guys here tink im lesbian coz apparently im always with my girlfrens or alone. krng percaya la. aku single kena lesbian.
actually i like being in doha. its away from all the marriages engagmnt in sg. so its easier on me. i noe sher tension, mak nyer try to jodoh dier with everyone. we all are stil young, rushing into tings without proper planning pun maner bole kan, skrng smua perlu $$ for ruma la, for kreta la, duit api lain, duit anak lain. so many tings, god so confusing. sometimes i tink the reason why i want to get married everytime i hear other getting married, is coz of frankly, the wedding i get to plan and see it in action and the honeymoon and the wedding pictures. sungguh thats the only reason. i dont see beyond the honeymoon period.
lv said to me i tink im stil young, fly2, cukup time da 30 masih single and fly2. frankly speaking. i dont care. so what. wats the worst that can happen? hi, im tina, im 30 and i dun regret i enjoy my life being single? hi, im tina, im 30 and i rather have a career than have a family.? and speaking of family, eversince i started flying, im begining to not have any compassion for children. i swear. so wat they are cute.? they make so much noise. 7hrs 35000feet in a tube. it wil drive u crazy. can these parents give them sleeping pills or alcohol to make them stay asleep in their own seat?
anyway. everyone wants to get married. i said to my mum i dont intend. for now. she noes im too independent too strong headed, she want to jodoh me with ustaz, krng percaya la nie. that wil be the day...saper tau jodoh aku la kan..muahahahhahaha.
and wen i finish my contract here, i dont noe if i ever go back or stay, i stil have no idea. wen the day, or when i come to the bridge, which i wil need to cross it then i wil tink about it. being in doha is pretty ok, im getting used to it somuch, i noe the people here, the work is fine, i love my job, only for certain sextors haha, and i jus like being the fact out of singapore i dun have to be stress and tink on tings..
sudahlah mari kita bergembira, hidup cuma skali saja. if it happens it happens, if it dont, make lemonade out of it. yang penting, love urself, know what you want in life, and frens last til the end..love u guys.
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