.a damn long post.

it's nice playing catching up with old friends..
it feels all so fresh…feels like meeting new people..
old friends i could never get bored of
sharing of laughter, enough to fill the whole afternoon
heck, prolly enough to last till next week
Definitely, a reprieve I’ve been waiting for

yeah tell u abt my exams
confirmed, i crapped one of my paper
if i had more guts i’d scribble ‘only smarties haf the answers’
but i don’t…my fault lah…i tried spotting questions…in the end all never come out…
so during the duration of ½ hr(it’s a 3 hr paper), i flipped the question paper and booklet
for many times…till i couldn’t stand it anymore…feels like having worms in my a*hole
i did scribble abt two lines worth of complete sentences(wow!)…
then,
i left the exam hall..
i muttered FCUK! as i close the door behind me..
felt like the ultimate dumb boy sia

if I’m lucky, that’s the only paper i crapped
but if i’m really unlucky, then i crap all four

i did try my outmost best
But like u said ‘you didn’t try hard enough sey..’
for everything else..

looks like i’m going to disappoint a lot of people…
so…would you still wanna go out with me?


okay, i wanna share with u something very endearing to me..so please bear with me
i love my grandnana to bits..she’s staying with us for a couple of days…
she’s like the sweetest thing lah…bogey and all..
but her memory is failing her lah
so like a spoilt radio, everyday without fail…
she’ll be like…in malay of course
“han, u know God is fair..nenek has got 10 kids…5 guys and 5 girls”..(then she’ll say all their names)
being the arse that i am…i would disturb her…”nenek, how many grandchildren do you have?”…she tried…but alot lah…lol
so one day, again like a spoilt radio…she told me this story again…
and finally I got it…I choke back my tears…

a mother’s love knows no boundaries…
a mother remembers her children..
a mother always wants the best for her children…
a mother understands
even if you’re busy with your lives/family/work..
a mother wants nothing more but for her children to remember her…
even if its just a simple phone call…
even that is hard to do..
is 8 digits, 5 minutes and i love u mom or take care mom
difficult to muster?

sad rite?

I can’t say anything more…
Go give mommy a hug…