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krng aku peng bingit..kalaulah dpt jumpa krng kan bagus..ex faizal smlm kall aku..in the false pretence seh..tak paham dier nak answer nie smua asal nak pretend seh..yg bingit nyer faizal tanya wat i said to piss her off, mayb the tone of voice i used..yelah aku tahu per tu ex kau, dier da lah suara interrogating kat aku, da bagus aku suspectsuspect, busyuk-busyuk, aku polite seh..coz apparently dier bingit ngan aku..dier panggil aku BITCH!! aku dengar okay dier panggil aku tu..aku tanya faizal did she call me a bitch? member step i tink so..cheetot..tak paham seh..oklah i start from the scratch..
ring ring telipon rumah berbunyi kul 1 pagi..aku ngah tido seh..tapi aku angkat..
she:hello, can i speak to qistina?
me (masih blur bau bangun seh):yeah
she:ur qistina.so wer u live?
me (apesak deknie, masih blur):err may i noe who is tis?
she: oh im sori im mariana.i find ur bf fone along the road.
me (aik mcm ader smthg tak kena jer but watver i believ it coz im sleepy!):oh ok.
she:so wer u live?
me: bdk reservoir
she: are u his girlfren?
me: yeah (step yeah ajer ok nie lain citer)
she: so how long has u been together with him?
me: is there any need for you to ask tt questns all?
she:oh u see i want to give back his hp den i got to be able to trust u.so how long u been together with him?
me: 5months plus plus
she (mcm tak percaya): 5months so how long u noe him?
me: may i noe wer u find his hp?
she:oh along the road along tampines.
me(fucker u tink im stupid.but watver i jus play along): oh ok
she: so how long u noe him?
me: ard 5 mths
she: u noe him ard 5 mths and together for 5 months plus plus.how am i going to trust u?
me: how culd i noe?mayb u shuld check his msgs or pictures watsover.
she:oh im sori but tt wuld be invading his privacy.
OK JUBOLAH POMPUAN.fine.
me: if u dun trust me, den call someone else.
she: ur happen to be the 1st name in his phonebk.
LAGIK JUBO.IM NOT.AND BTW FAIZAL TAK LETAK NAMA AKU PUN, HE LETAK SMTHG ELSE.
she: r u sure ur his gf?
me:yeaahhhhh.
she: so how u going to meet him to give him the hp?did u see him jus now?
me (stop it seh):noooo.
she: r u going to see him tom?
me: i dunoe.
she: den how am i going to trust u giv back the hp to him?
me:oh dun wori i have his house num.
she: ok i guess i call u tom to give back the hp or smthg.ok bye.
i checked my idd.sajaklah tu.my story has jus been confirmed.faizalnyer hp no.and all tt questions.all add up.10 mins later, he called me.
wat u say?do u noe tt was azlina?wat she asked u?
so i said why dont u ask her?
in the backgrnd, i hear "u tell him qis".or "dont tell him qis".
and he said baguslah tu i asked u and u asked to ask her, i asked her and she asked to ask you..SUCKER..pompuan kan..so i jus told him wat she asked me.den suddenly while he was asking me again wat she asked, is tt it?, i hear si azlina marah marah ckp dier nak balik blahblah den bitch terkeluar..aku da did ur ex jus call me a bitch? yelah dier maner nak answer questn aku, ex da bingit per..so dier ckp i call u back..
bingit bingit..ape kejadah? pastu faizal call.kiter bual.peng.peng.
him:she pissed off at you.
me:wat?joking rite.i dun understand y must she pretend wen she can jus b herself and i can jus answer her questns jus like she want it, coz she want the truth.
him:i dunoelah.its her style.not my style.not ur style.
me:sembarang lah kan.did she call me a bitch jus now?
him:i tink so.
me:hello u were beside her and u tink so.
him:i dont noe wat u say or how ur tone of voice is.mayb tt pissed her off.
me (nie betul2 aku peng): fyi i was polite to her okay.she asked i jus answered okay.i wasnt being sarcastic or wat.if anyting i was guarded.
him (ok so typically faizal): im sorry.
me: oh my god why r u saying sorry?can u stop defending her actions?can u stop saying sorry on her behaviour?isnt she old enuf to noe her actions.
so all he can say is he cant make up his mind.he sorry.he bad im good.all his fault.he keep on hurting me.all the typical tings a guy of his situation can say.o yah he tell me i dun understand him atleast myfren/hisfren understand him.nie aku betulbetul peng giler.o btw krng kiter da separated okay..i noe tis is the most crappy way to tell u guys im sorry..
last straw was aku takleh angkat yg dier jumper ex dier on my bdae.on akunyer bdae okay.aku tahulah dier nak settle watver tapi akunyer bdae seh.ajaklah aku kuar mkn tngk muv ker.paisei sak kwn aku tanya so wat am i going to do on my bdae? abeh aku kena cakap aku tak tahu sak..abih dier sendiri promise aku pagi yg dier tak jumpa ex dier coz its my bdae..and biler aku call dier ptg, time zanna kakak kahwin, dier kat bugis ngan ex dier and her frens..mak aii..kauleh angkat matair kau buat gitu on ur bdae?sialah last straw yg aku leh angkat seh..dier ckp dier kuar ngan exnyer coz he jus have to noe wats left of their relationship..yelah ENJOY lah k, aku nie kan slalu saper..aku penat tau being treated like i dun matter..
aku da patient da try to be understanding kat dier all these times..dalah tu, time bdae aku yg kluar ramairamai, i have to find out he see his ex last wk wen he told me he was going to see his fren but he didnt add he was also going to see her.coz i happened to see her pic inside.tlglah.apeseh nak lie.aku bukan tak kasi per selama ini dier kuar asal dier bilang aku 1sthand, jgn nak aku dngr dari mulut org.aku bingit sak, bdae aku abeh nak kena nie smua perangai.abih dier tariktarik aku, sialah aku dalah taknak buat muka buat perangai dpn krng, abeh dier buat lagik obvious..ish bingit.krng tak tahu wat i have to put up with coz aku maner nak bilang nie smua..aku simpan jer..
krng tahu ader time aku pernah call call dier tak angkat, dier online ngan ex dier..aku ckp ok da online leh angkat atleast ckp dier koll balik per, nie tak, dier tanya ex dier leh angkat call aku, abeh mcm biasa maner si pompuan tu maner kasi kan, dier tak kasi faizal angkat call aku so faizal pun tak angkat..krng imagine nie happen a few times already tau..dier tahu seh, aku da bilang dier, busyuk-busyuk nak online ngan ex, aku call atleast ckp ngan aku dier online dier call balik..abih dier buat nie smua..aku matair dier tau itu ex dier tau..asal seh..abeh biler aku online ngan dier, exnyer call, dier ckp dier call aku balik..aku ckp taknak pun, dier ckp dier call aku balik, seriously.
abeh dier ader hati ckp ngan aku yg dier tak suka org who go back on their word or org yg takleh tunggu..sialah..nielah..abih diri sendiri tu..
so aku peng, last straw pada aku dier kuar ngan exnyer, time bdae aku, aku mintak separation from him..aku tahu he tinks tt i give up on us, he tinks he hurt me eachtime, he tinks aku tak wait for him to make up his mind..yelah busukbusuk selama ini aper aku buat..dier ckp ngan aku yg dier will tell u guys on us, aku takyah bilang apeape..eeeee tu lagik bingit seh..ape hak..dier ader..
aku sori aku tahu krng syg faizal, aku pun, tapi kan kadangkadang eeeeeeee..aku tak paham ngaper dier nak bilang ngan krng yg aku baik dier jahat, yg dier keep on hurting aku, yg nie smua fault dier..aku tak need pity seh..i need support..abih asal mcm dier nak bilang nie smua so krng pity kan aku..aku da ckp i dun need pity to him..and he said u shuld be pitied..eeeeeee..apenie..tlglah sikit..yelah aku tahu krng nak ckp dier baik babtu kan..ntah somehow im not feeling tt..
im sorry guys krng nak kena find out mcm gini, aku at1st taknak bilang sapersaper, aku nak tunggu aku jumpa krng smua skaligus den tell my story, dier ckp he wants to talk tings out, abih dier da bilang liza jamal, so i guess its really over..
nak ngangis, tapi airmata da bis..nak merayu, aku da buat pun, so ckp lagik aku tak kisah sal us,watver lah kan..nak meminta, dngn org yg tak leh make up their mind buat apekan..nak memujuk, dengan orang tak sudi buat ape..sialah aku da jadi depressed freak sak skrng..haha ingat mie zal li syer zaman dulu..the depressed freaks..wakakaka..okaylah guys, aku tak larang watsoever krng masih kawan ngan faizal watver k, im sori aku nak kena make tings so awkward so this way..trust me, tis isnt wat i want or wat i need either..aku sori aku nak kena lepaskan seseorang yg krng sayang, but i got to do it..aku nak tahu..aku nak dier, in a way make up his mind on me and her, let him see who he needs more in the end..pls krng, i hope u guys support me on tis, i need ur support not ur pity..aku jus sori i make tings this way..aku da takleh take it tts y im writing all these..aku tido bangun tadi pun aku masih rasa peng..aku try to be happy and smiley tuk krng okay, aku taknak krng nampak aku sedih depressed..krng sayang aku kan..aku need love support..
krng hav been der thru mine best and worst..pls jgn kasi aku hancur..aku da kena hancur 2 kali tis yr alone..i love u guys, and now i wana cry jus tinking about it..see u guys soon i hope.cizo, tking care:)
ring ring telipon rumah berbunyi kul 1 pagi..aku ngah tido seh..tapi aku angkat..
she:hello, can i speak to qistina?
me (masih blur bau bangun seh):yeah
she:ur qistina.so wer u live?
me (apesak deknie, masih blur):err may i noe who is tis?
she: oh im sori im mariana.i find ur bf fone along the road.
me (aik mcm ader smthg tak kena jer but watver i believ it coz im sleepy!):oh ok.
she:so wer u live?
me: bdk reservoir
she: are u his girlfren?
me: yeah (step yeah ajer ok nie lain citer)
she: so how long has u been together with him?
me: is there any need for you to ask tt questns all?
she:oh u see i want to give back his hp den i got to be able to trust u.so how long u been together with him?
me: 5months plus plus
she (mcm tak percaya): 5months so how long u noe him?
me: may i noe wer u find his hp?
she:oh along the road along tampines.
me(fucker u tink im stupid.but watver i jus play along): oh ok
she: so how long u noe him?
me: ard 5 mths
she: u noe him ard 5 mths and together for 5 months plus plus.how am i going to trust u?
me: how culd i noe?mayb u shuld check his msgs or pictures watsover.
she:oh im sori but tt wuld be invading his privacy.
OK JUBOLAH POMPUAN.fine.
me: if u dun trust me, den call someone else.
she: ur happen to be the 1st name in his phonebk.
LAGIK JUBO.IM NOT.AND BTW FAIZAL TAK LETAK NAMA AKU PUN, HE LETAK SMTHG ELSE.
she: r u sure ur his gf?
me:yeaahhhhh.
she: so how u going to meet him to give him the hp?did u see him jus now?
me (stop it seh):noooo.
she: r u going to see him tom?
me: i dunoe.
she: den how am i going to trust u giv back the hp to him?
me:oh dun wori i have his house num.
she: ok i guess i call u tom to give back the hp or smthg.ok bye.
i checked my idd.sajaklah tu.my story has jus been confirmed.faizalnyer hp no.and all tt questions.all add up.10 mins later, he called me.
wat u say?do u noe tt was azlina?wat she asked u?
so i said why dont u ask her?
in the backgrnd, i hear "u tell him qis".or "dont tell him qis".
and he said baguslah tu i asked u and u asked to ask her, i asked her and she asked to ask you..SUCKER..pompuan kan..so i jus told him wat she asked me.den suddenly while he was asking me again wat she asked, is tt it?, i hear si azlina marah marah ckp dier nak balik blahblah den bitch terkeluar..aku da did ur ex jus call me a bitch? yelah dier maner nak answer questn aku, ex da bingit per..so dier ckp i call u back..
bingit bingit..ape kejadah? pastu faizal call.kiter bual.peng.peng.
him:she pissed off at you.
me:wat?joking rite.i dun understand y must she pretend wen she can jus b herself and i can jus answer her questns jus like she want it, coz she want the truth.
him:i dunoelah.its her style.not my style.not ur style.
me:sembarang lah kan.did she call me a bitch jus now?
him:i tink so.
me:hello u were beside her and u tink so.
him:i dont noe wat u say or how ur tone of voice is.mayb tt pissed her off.
me (nie betul2 aku peng): fyi i was polite to her okay.she asked i jus answered okay.i wasnt being sarcastic or wat.if anyting i was guarded.
him (ok so typically faizal): im sorry.
me: oh my god why r u saying sorry?can u stop defending her actions?can u stop saying sorry on her behaviour?isnt she old enuf to noe her actions.
so all he can say is he cant make up his mind.he sorry.he bad im good.all his fault.he keep on hurting me.all the typical tings a guy of his situation can say.o yah he tell me i dun understand him atleast myfren/hisfren understand him.nie aku betulbetul peng giler.o btw krng kiter da separated okay..i noe tis is the most crappy way to tell u guys im sorry..
last straw was aku takleh angkat yg dier jumper ex dier on my bdae.on akunyer bdae okay.aku tahulah dier nak settle watver tapi akunyer bdae seh.ajaklah aku kuar mkn tngk muv ker.paisei sak kwn aku tanya so wat am i going to do on my bdae? abeh aku kena cakap aku tak tahu sak..abih dier sendiri promise aku pagi yg dier tak jumpa ex dier coz its my bdae..and biler aku call dier ptg, time zanna kakak kahwin, dier kat bugis ngan ex dier and her frens..mak aii..kauleh angkat matair kau buat gitu on ur bdae?sialah last straw yg aku leh angkat seh..dier ckp dier kuar ngan exnyer coz he jus have to noe wats left of their relationship..yelah ENJOY lah k, aku nie kan slalu saper..aku penat tau being treated like i dun matter..
aku da patient da try to be understanding kat dier all these times..dalah tu, time bdae aku yg kluar ramairamai, i have to find out he see his ex last wk wen he told me he was going to see his fren but he didnt add he was also going to see her.coz i happened to see her pic inside.tlglah.apeseh nak lie.aku bukan tak kasi per selama ini dier kuar asal dier bilang aku 1sthand, jgn nak aku dngr dari mulut org.aku bingit sak, bdae aku abeh nak kena nie smua perangai.abih dier tariktarik aku, sialah aku dalah taknak buat muka buat perangai dpn krng, abeh dier buat lagik obvious..ish bingit.krng tak tahu wat i have to put up with coz aku maner nak bilang nie smua..aku simpan jer..
krng tahu ader time aku pernah call call dier tak angkat, dier online ngan ex dier..aku ckp ok da online leh angkat atleast ckp dier koll balik per, nie tak, dier tanya ex dier leh angkat call aku, abeh mcm biasa maner si pompuan tu maner kasi kan, dier tak kasi faizal angkat call aku so faizal pun tak angkat..krng imagine nie happen a few times already tau..dier tahu seh, aku da bilang dier, busyuk-busyuk nak online ngan ex, aku call atleast ckp ngan aku dier online dier call balik..abih dier buat nie smua..aku matair dier tau itu ex dier tau..asal seh..abeh biler aku online ngan dier, exnyer call, dier ckp dier call aku balik..aku ckp taknak pun, dier ckp dier call aku balik, seriously.
abeh dier ader hati ckp ngan aku yg dier tak suka org who go back on their word or org yg takleh tunggu..sialah..nielah..abih diri sendiri tu..
so aku peng, last straw pada aku dier kuar ngan exnyer, time bdae aku, aku mintak separation from him..aku tahu he tinks tt i give up on us, he tinks he hurt me eachtime, he tinks aku tak wait for him to make up his mind..yelah busukbusuk selama ini aper aku buat..dier ckp ngan aku yg dier will tell u guys on us, aku takyah bilang apeape..eeeee tu lagik bingit seh..ape hak..dier ader..
aku sori aku tahu krng syg faizal, aku pun, tapi kan kadangkadang eeeeeeee..aku tak paham ngaper dier nak bilang ngan krng yg aku baik dier jahat, yg dier keep on hurting aku, yg nie smua fault dier..aku tak need pity seh..i need support..abih asal mcm dier nak bilang nie smua so krng pity kan aku..aku da ckp i dun need pity to him..and he said u shuld be pitied..eeeeeee..apenie..tlglah sikit..yelah aku tahu krng nak ckp dier baik babtu kan..ntah somehow im not feeling tt..
im sorry guys krng nak kena find out mcm gini, aku at1st taknak bilang sapersaper, aku nak tunggu aku jumpa krng smua skaligus den tell my story, dier ckp he wants to talk tings out, abih dier da bilang liza jamal, so i guess its really over..
nak ngangis, tapi airmata da bis..nak merayu, aku da buat pun, so ckp lagik aku tak kisah sal us,watver lah kan..nak meminta, dngn org yg tak leh make up their mind buat apekan..nak memujuk, dengan orang tak sudi buat ape..sialah aku da jadi depressed freak sak skrng..haha ingat mie zal li syer zaman dulu..the depressed freaks..wakakaka..okaylah guys, aku tak larang watsoever krng masih kawan ngan faizal watver k, im sori aku nak kena make tings so awkward so this way..trust me, tis isnt wat i want or wat i need either..aku sori aku nak kena lepaskan seseorang yg krng sayang, but i got to do it..aku nak tahu..aku nak dier, in a way make up his mind on me and her, let him see who he needs more in the end..pls krng, i hope u guys support me on tis, i need ur support not ur pity..aku jus sori i make tings this way..aku da takleh take it tts y im writing all these..aku tido bangun tadi pun aku masih rasa peng..aku try to be happy and smiley tuk krng okay, aku taknak krng nampak aku sedih depressed..krng sayang aku kan..aku need love support..
krng hav been der thru mine best and worst..pls jgn kasi aku hancur..aku da kena hancur 2 kali tis yr alone..i love u guys, and now i wana cry jus tinking about it..see u guys soon i hope.cizo, tking care:)
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