im bored
hi u guys?
noe wat wana make me blog?
im jeles others update their blogs with their life.
krng amcm?
i miss slacking talking crap.
tinking of wich.
aku nie mcm tak pernah ngangis ehh depan krng?
smtimes kan aku mcm nak breakdown tau but my tears cant fall down.
fiza ckp ngan marie who ckp ngan aku, yg aku nie strong.
aku leh senang jer lupekan kisah lama.
mcm aku tak sayang.
aku sayang tau smua ex aku.
walaupun drng smua sundal haram kat aku.
kadang2 aku pikir balik kan akunie bodoh.
ngaper?
love is blind kan.
org lain nmpk bilang, tapi im stil here and der for dem.
aku boring tau ngan cinta.
wazzup?
kadang2 aku admire org da lama giler in a relationship.
aku setakat 3 tahun abeh laki da main pompuan lain.
lepastu dpt laki yg ader excess baggage, ex ex ex.
org lain tak abis2 tanya aku wazzup wif me him her?
aku da naik jelak explain.
denial.i noe its not gd for me,but aku masih nak holdon.
i have to stop doing tt tau.
it is so not worth it.
i rather have someone who loves me completely, not someone who aint sure who dey love.
and now i find myself falling again.
and im afraid.
smtimes i wonder why i can move on.like i have no feelings.maybe guys come in my life asfast as they come out of it.maybe im strong.watver.aku penat tau hidup mcm gitu.im so tired of waiting.of being the "one" the "perfect" gf, but somehow i jus cant be the one anymore.wazzup.so wat im the best?so wat im the most understanding of all?so wat u wont find someone like me?the point is im not the one for u anymore.the point is we cant be together.so wats the point for telling me all tt so i can feel better.i feel worse.infact.
but im glad.aku leh take it.aku leh move on.alhamdulilah, HE always lempar me with other chances with somebody.someone who treats me better eachtime im starting a new relationship.someone i yearns for and im finding it eachtime i have a new guy.
lets see.
fazhan-bad.
mamat-good.
pekjal-better.
errr who's next?
d kot?khekhekhe.for my exes.i want to tank u guys, thou u make my life a living shit smtimes, i love eachone of u, u guys evolve me into someone im proud of, i can say tt i love u enuf to see u happie with someone else, thou i hate her watsoever, and i can move on w/o u.and the only guy i cant live w/o will only be the one and only, my daddy.so for all the suckers out der, i can move on and live w/o u.DUH.coz i can always find another sucker to cling to.haha.
coz a guy will only be worth my time my love wen he makes me worth his time his love..
watver kan.im 20 only.but of coz, i want to find tt someone who can cling and stick and gum demself onto me for years.fate can play a part but its always u who want or dun want to make it happen.remeber tt.u want someone, go get dem!coz life is short.u may lose me tomorow, i may lose someone tomorow, who noes?
til den enjoy life.i L-O-V-E you.guys.who make my life a wonder.who makes me laff.who always jus b der for me.we maybe busy in our own lives, but always always i find time for u guys.
noe wat wana make me blog?
im jeles others update their blogs with their life.
krng amcm?
i miss slacking talking crap.
tinking of wich.
aku nie mcm tak pernah ngangis ehh depan krng?
smtimes kan aku mcm nak breakdown tau but my tears cant fall down.
fiza ckp ngan marie who ckp ngan aku, yg aku nie strong.
aku leh senang jer lupekan kisah lama.
mcm aku tak sayang.
aku sayang tau smua ex aku.
walaupun drng smua sundal haram kat aku.
kadang2 aku pikir balik kan akunie bodoh.
ngaper?
love is blind kan.
org lain nmpk bilang, tapi im stil here and der for dem.
aku boring tau ngan cinta.
wazzup?
kadang2 aku admire org da lama giler in a relationship.
aku setakat 3 tahun abeh laki da main pompuan lain.
lepastu dpt laki yg ader excess baggage, ex ex ex.
org lain tak abis2 tanya aku wazzup wif me him her?
aku da naik jelak explain.
denial.i noe its not gd for me,but aku masih nak holdon.
i have to stop doing tt tau.
it is so not worth it.
i rather have someone who loves me completely, not someone who aint sure who dey love.
and now i find myself falling again.
and im afraid.
smtimes i wonder why i can move on.like i have no feelings.maybe guys come in my life asfast as they come out of it.maybe im strong.watver.aku penat tau hidup mcm gitu.im so tired of waiting.of being the "one" the "perfect" gf, but somehow i jus cant be the one anymore.wazzup.so wat im the best?so wat im the most understanding of all?so wat u wont find someone like me?the point is im not the one for u anymore.the point is we cant be together.so wats the point for telling me all tt so i can feel better.i feel worse.infact.
but im glad.aku leh take it.aku leh move on.alhamdulilah, HE always lempar me with other chances with somebody.someone who treats me better eachtime im starting a new relationship.someone i yearns for and im finding it eachtime i have a new guy.
lets see.
fazhan-bad.
mamat-good.
pekjal-better.
errr who's next?
d kot?khekhekhe.for my exes.i want to tank u guys, thou u make my life a living shit smtimes, i love eachone of u, u guys evolve me into someone im proud of, i can say tt i love u enuf to see u happie with someone else, thou i hate her watsoever, and i can move on w/o u.and the only guy i cant live w/o will only be the one and only, my daddy.so for all the suckers out der, i can move on and live w/o u.DUH.coz i can always find another sucker to cling to.haha.
coz a guy will only be worth my time my love wen he makes me worth his time his love..
watver kan.im 20 only.but of coz, i want to find tt someone who can cling and stick and gum demself onto me for years.fate can play a part but its always u who want or dun want to make it happen.remeber tt.u want someone, go get dem!coz life is short.u may lose me tomorow, i may lose someone tomorow, who noes?
til den enjoy life.i L-O-V-E you.guys.who make my life a wonder.who makes me laff.who always jus b der for me.we maybe busy in our own lives, but always always i find time for u guys.
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