.distance blues and theories.

i'm back from my very...very short hiatus...
i counted...8 days...
i can smell a cake from ard the corner...weeee
two of my fav people in the world...
i counted...3 days

and i'm getting something very important in 49 days time..
sujak's gotten it...
jamal's holding on to it for a long time already..
adik also...
i'm envious...

i feel very old...
i'm offended..
i like the feeling when the uncle asks for my ic when i buy stuffs
i like being kicked out by the door bitch for not being 23..
damn...

i've come to a point in my life...lost in between many crossroads...
maybe i should stop and ask for directions

Desire,
Leaves us heartbroken...
Desire can wreck your lives.
But as tough as wanting something can be,
the people who suffer the most
are those who don’t know what they want...
(go watch grey's anatomy...and get some kleenex too)

Ditto….

go listen to unkle bob

i've stopped counting....you win...