.today will be better, i swear.

but
i’ve not been sleeping well
i’ve been pretending..being busy
i love it when people tell me stuff I’d already know
i love going to hmv to browse for cds
i prefer starbucks to coffeebean
i’ve been down with an irritating cold
i’ve been pretending not to care
i think the valium is sinking in
i bite my tongue whenever i say something i don't mean
i love the phrase ‘they are not laughing with you…they are laughing at you, silly’
i love reading the dictionary
i find the word proletariat and bourgeoisie uber cool
it means working class and urban middle class
i owe the library $5.40 in outstanding fines
i love silence…its comforting.
nothing has change.
like, how we're still the same people
like, how at the end of the day, i’m still here, standing, still
like, how i'm the stranger you turn to when you have shitty days
and how i don't mind giving you my ear..

times like these….

.go listen to rachael yamagata – paper doll.