.screw bright and shiny.

15 days and counting
i need time to re-evaluate myself..
or maybe binge and get lost in translation..
i need sleeping pill the size of titanic
or maybe fahmy can sing me a lullaby

how apt…
you know, how we always play Super Mario/sonic/contra/what have you?
and you always know what to expect next..
yet you still die..
but you still continue playing..and then die again
no matter how you cheat with the up, down, left, right, a, b, c
and you think nobody knows
when in fact nobody gives a heck/fuck/shit/ass monkey wipe,
because they are all into halo 3 now.
and everybody will try hard to convince you to play or play with something else…
but they forget you’re a mule
resolute…literally
but this mule is giving up
all the mule wants is booze, death cab for cutie/broken social scene and a goodnite sleep

better from you then from everyone else…
.just leave super Mario/mule out of the equation.

why am I speaking in metaphors?

.we are all prostitutes.
really…
I’m all ‘glass half empty’ these days
Forgive farhan
.farhan is sorry.farhan is such an idiot.

i miss playground sessions