.how long can you hold a candle.

either u get scalded by the hot wax or get burn by the wick at the end of ur efforts.

i’m in so deep rite now…buried literally
yet I’m not the least bothered
why, ah?
fulfilling obligations…
to god, parents, institution, society. just people in general,
that sometimes you lose base of yourself.
your sanity begins to wane on a piece of thread.

you know what I want to do?
walk around naked…singing to linger (by the cranberries) at the top of my lungs.
i don’t care abt what people/society think anymore.
the whole bushosamaladinreagan* family can go shove their ideologies up their a**hole

so don’t question my sanity

good for you if your life is a bed of roses

don’t talk to me abt ‘genggam bara api biar sampai jadi arang’
my response would be: here’s to crap and bull (in layman term fuck off)
i’m stuck on reverse

so back to the question?
question of how long you can last
when you still get hurt, both ways

.i feel better.now i want to bobok.
*disclaimer: family names haf been changed to protect the integrity and freedom of speech of this blog. but who cares?