cheers...

dear sher,

tanks for being a listening ear.
you may think that i overlook you or think u aint that important in whoever life.
but u are important in my life.

for without you, i dunoe who else can share the same thinking voices opinions i have. truly. u shuld noe. wen we chat. wen i said something. u share my tots. u dun judge me. u dun pity me for the fucks who left me. instead u congratulate me. for being brave. for not being a typical. i dont understand why people pity people whos been with an asshole. if you are considered a fren, u shuld say bravo for why shuld u want ur fren to be with an asshole.?

from secondary skool. we been together. heaven noes the shits u and i been through. i dont say this. but i was touched. wen u said i gave u selfconfidence that day @ the toilet. how can i ever forget. i never forget. i may have short term memory but i dont forget the times that create an impact in my life. you dont fucked me up, you dont look @ me differently like the others, you jus think of me as the same. i feel indifferent to some frens, wen i get back to sg from doha, that i must admit, its like i been looked as a foreigner. a stranger. and i felt like one. but with you, i dont. i can say or do anything. and u wont be looking @ me as thou i came from a different planet.

guess. i been needing ur support on whatver decisions im making in the near future. i need a holding hand. to say everything going to be allright. coz im scared. of the looks the says. asmuch as i may seem i dont care. but i do. in my heart. with all the right people opinions. it matters to me. but wat matters most. is your opinion. because u noe me. the best. u noe how much i can handle. u noe my weakness my strength. best of all, you jus noe me.

thank you. thank you. for being syairah zahira. for being my bestie. for sharing laughters, tears, hugs, kisses, problems, happiness, sorrows...the list can go on. thank you. so ever, u feel unimportant in life, read this entry. and u noe how much u mean to me. and how important ur life ur presence is in my life.

love you,

tina....